Sadness and grief...
It is a tough cross to bear, as Vlim said, time will dull the pain, but it will never go away. The loss of a loved one. It is a loss that is incomprehensible to most, but very real to those of us who have experienced it... Small un-explained events will bring it, the sadness, back for the rest of your life, but, as the patriarch, you have others that depend on you to provide the stability that is now your responsibilty! Celibrate her life, hang on to the great memories, and revel in the fact that she was an important part of your life, before, now, and later! She lives on in your memory. Best to you Eric, til.....lat'r....GT
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