We prayed during her death vigil as breathing got weaker. I held her hand and gave her last Good Bye. I could't only look back my tears. I had to leave her my last time~ I could't watch as the took her away! It was s stab in my heart! We Shared a Beautiful life together!!~

And that is a forever picture......

Tom

Eric, I am truly sorry my friend - words are not possible I know.

ed

Eric, my condolences.

It takes time to grieve... Give yourself the time and space. Go to some favorite places and remember the beauty that you experienced together.

You are in my thoughts. Marc

It really hurts~ tks for for your advice!!

So sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine how it feels to loose your saviour.

Eric? How are doing? Do you have someone there with you? What can we can do…however small or large?

Honesty its heart breaking. Debbie had picked up a beautiful urn in advance.We are having a mass in her Catholic Church next week> Nights are hard! I was with over 23 year and miss every moment now alone! One minute at a time!! Our Home seems so empty. Her daughter has three grandchildren help~ But they are hurting to~ I thank you all for your support!! Eric

The Little One Has Grow And Seem To Have Taken Her Passing The Worst~

Eric, my condolences.
I am very sorry for your loss, I lost my father in June
I have know you for many years on the forum, If I can do anything send me a pvt mgs, we just live a few miles from each other.

Jim

Happier Memories~

Nice Eric :) Thanks for sharing. :thumbup:

Tomorrow Mass for my beloved~Please keep her in your prayers~

We will Eric

Love All Of my Luger Family! TKs! From Our Heart! Tomorrow Final Good byes!

Thank You My Other Family~
 

love You All!!!

Debbys Church Service~

She nursed after my stoke in Costra Rico 30 years ago~ And paid for an air ambulance by take a second on her home! over 15k!

lonely~ Tks My Second Family!!!

Your welcome Eric and thank you for this photo of the 2 beauties ... they are so right together.

Loneliness is a horrible consequence of losing a true love ... I still feel lonely 5 years after Halina passed and I know that I always will because of the life we shared.

Be well my friend.

Thanks for your kindness! I almost cry everyday!Being without Her was heart verry hard! Debby taught our daughter while be each idem for Thanks giving Dinner Which was her final family gathering Dinner before the hospital last year~ Now before in front of the beautiful urn! Does it ever get easier! Cancer kill everyone in some way~ If God created cancer He must share a cure! This hurt! Tears don't wash away the the daily, momentary or render and rips me apart. Forgive but shareing my feeilngs with you all helps THANK YOU~~~Thank God I have all of you to vent! Eric PS She picked out the beautiful Irn before her death~

Take care, it will not go away, but it will get more tolerable over time.

Take your time to grieve and reflect, but try to regain some energy from the little positive things around you.

Sadness and grief...
 

It is a tough cross to bear, as Vlim said, time will dull the pain, but it will never go away. The loss of a loved one. It is a loss that is incomprehensible to most, but very real to those of us who have experienced it... Small un-explained events will bring it, the sadness, back for the rest of your life, but, as the patriarch, you have others that depend on you to provide the stability that is now your responsibilty! Celibrate her life, hang on to the great memories, and revel in the fact that she was an important part of your life, before, now, and later! She lives on in your memory. Best to you Eric, til.....lat'r....GT

TKS. Every moment is a reminder that bring a tears to my eyes! Thank You All For All Your Kind Words And Support` This Sugggs!

For the first time since Debbie's' death! They got me cleaned up and left our home for the first time and had a drink of ice tea for the woman and mother that I will forever miss!

So good to see you smile again my friend ... and don't doubt for a second that Debby isn't there smiling with you.